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<3 day

 today is valentine’s day. i’m alone. all alone. i wish i wasn’t alone. more importantly i wish i was with her. i got everything for her. i bought her a teddy bear, chocolates and a single rose. what hurts is that i know that i won’t get to see her today or anytime soon. i’m wanting to go to her place now and give it to her. but i know she’s having a really hard time now and me trying to get her will make things even worse for her. i’m not being cheesy, but i care for her so much. i can see the pain she’s going through. how much pain she’s been going through the past few weeks. i want to be there for her. i want to give her my shoulder to cry on. i want to hug her and tell her ‘i’m here. everything will be okay’. but i can’t. thing is, she doesn’t see me the way i see her. the only thing i can be to her is a good friend. i wish she would see me more than that. but its okay, if shes happy then i’ll be too. 

hello.

i haven’t blogged in ages. 
up late. tired. can’t sleep. bored.
sending random peeps anonymous questions.
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